Thursday, December 31, 2009

Investment: The Risks And Rewards

I get a call at eight in the morning. I answer the unfamiliar number, as the sound of the voice echoes through my ears. I begin to roll my eyes out of the inconvenience that it will provide me. The voice sounds so desperate. The lady on the phone is asking a favor of me. I shake my head out of annoyance. Finally, the conservation ends.

I begin to make sense of things. What have I gotten myself into? Nothing extreme, I was just selfish. I didn't want to get out of bed. It finally dawned on me. What this opportunity could do, for someone in need.

A lot of times, we fear that someone who is in great need. Will call, ask for help, ask something of us, that will make us feel uncomfortable. Why are we so afraid? I will tell you why, investment. Every investment that we make has a risk or reward involved. I had a lady call me, to see if I could provide her and her family one way tickets to Brownsville.

Risk: I only met this family once. She asked that we go pick her up. I don't know their history, agenda. For all I know, they could rob me of my car. Or take advantage of someone helping them. I barley know this family.

Reward: I could use this to help a family in dire need. I could also use this to be a representative of Christ. Lastly, show the people that a complete stranger does care for them.

I elected to help the family. Everything went smoothly and I was able to help them. They were very thankful. The whole situation was a huge blessing for both parties. The whole thing really humbled me. The underline point is that sometimes we meet someone, people and we want to help. But only to a certain extent.

For example, going beyond just handing out some loose change from your window. To take the initiative to go beyond the window. What does that mean? That means putting yourself out there. Answering a call at two in the morning, going out on faith and lend money, time, or ears.

We at one time were in dire need and someone took a chance on us.

My New Years Resolution: Investing in those in need, but with an intention that surpasses all understanding. The source, just look above, you may be a victim of His investment, His love.

Happy New Years!!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Biases

We all have biases, our biases always show up so me how. I'm a history major, all my professors have stressed the importance of being objective in our papers. But no matter how hard we try, our biases will be revealed. Is that true? Are our biases that evident, are they that easy to detect

We have the right to hold our biases. But for some reason, we are either every adamant about sharing them, or terrified to share them.

So what are your biases?

Left or Right?

Coke or Pepsi?

God or No God?

Poor or Rich?

Is it that easy to categorize our biases? Are biases that black and white? We all have biases, but the really question is do we truly believe in them?

Friday, December 25, 2009

My Christmas Of Giving

The reason for the season is giving? Right? This Christmas has been special. I have been able to help out so many individuals. All I wanted for Christmas was to give. Sure it sounds, like I'm full of my self. But I truly, mean that.

I had the opportunity to help a family get back to Brownsville. Where they would have a home and food. I was also able to help, a man who is homeless find a job. I didn't find it for him. But I encouraged and prayed for him. Lastly, I was able to help an elderly, homeless woman over a large time span. Find a apartment that she can live in. Since staying there, her health has improved. She was in a wheelchair before, but now she is walking.

I'm thankful and blessed for those experiences. I get a lot at of it. The experiences truly have humbled me. I thank God, for the chance to help some awesome people.

I wanted to give and I got my wish.
I forgot to mention that I also received as well.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Don't Succeed, Just Try

Many of us, come to a point in our lives. When we think, we have everything figured out. We lose sight of the fact, of how insufficient we really are.

We become so consumed in our pride, our selfishness. For the longest time, I told myself that, I was a failure. That I was not successful at anything, whatsoever. I wanted to be, so successful. I became so consumed, with what I wanted. I want to do it, all on my own. I failed terribly on many occasions. But I had forgotten that its not about succeeding, but trying.

God is the one that allows, us to succeed. But only when we humble ourselves, to his will in our lives. Allowing our faith to slip in, which goes with us being obedient. Ultimately, showing how much we love him and how much He loves us. When we kick ourselves, out of our lives. All God requires of us, is to try, he will do the rest.

But when we succeed, it was Him and not us. We simply tried. God did the rest.

Mother Teresa said it best: "God doesn't require us to succeed; he only requires that you try."

Monday, December 14, 2009

Break The Mold: Keep Your Word

Oaths
33"Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not break your oath, but keep the oaths you have made to the Lord.' 34But I tell you, Do not swear at all: either by heaven, for it is God's throne; 35or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

Matthew 5:33-37

Why is it so hard to keep our word? Is it the commit issue? Is it, just lip service we give to people?

What is it?

From as far as I can go back in my life. My dad has always, pushed that I keep my word. That when I said yes, that I would follow through. Even when I have to say no, that I maintain what I said. Now that I have gotten older. I'm beginning to realize "keeping thy word" is hard for a lot of people. We say, we will, I'll be there, I will call you, Let's hang. But nothing happens. Why?

Death of many friendships is by not keeping your word. In an age, where its common to say "let's hang" but the expression is used in the heat of the moment. It sounds good at the time. Yet, after everything is done. We realize we didn't mean what we said. It's gotten to the point of it, being habitual to many. We obtain so many phone numbers, That we supposedly intended on calling. Yet, we allow the numbers to accumulate. That one person may have been waiting for a call. They may need help, a friend, shoulder to cry on. But it starts from the beginning, if you don't intend on hanging out. We are usually pretty good on making that happen.

We must change our mindset and be men/women of our words. A lot more would be accomplished. A lot of pain could be avoided.

We allow laziness to slip in. We become selfish, we don't see the point of keeping our word. For one moment, think about how you can improve this? We all love to give lip service, because its easy, it requires very little from us. We just simply move our mouths.

But putting our words in to actions. Requires that we sacrifice our time, our hearts, and ears. Keeping your word is an old custom, once held so high. Is now an after thought to many. So inconvenience yourself in a world where many have no concept of oaths, promises, or covenants.

Break the mold, keep your word!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Christmas Shoes

The song Christmas Shoes is played every December. But the song is a great reminder of what Christmas is about. That Christmas goes beyond the presents, sipping egg nog, and the pine smell of Christmas trees.

Put yourself in this kid's position. How would you react? Treat Christmas has if, a love one is slipping away into eternal sleep.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNsvE33pRSw

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Holiday Identity Check

Every holiday has an identity, which defines the holiday. The identity usually dictates how, we approach the holiday. Have you ever thought that, maybe we have gotten the identities of holidays messed up? That we have been swayed to think that Christmas is really about Santa Claus, swiping the credit card, and fulfilling our urge to consume. What about Thanksgiving? Is it all about the food and football?

As Christmas gets closer, the madness gets even more maddening. Have we forgotten what holidays are about? Do we think that the holidays would be unfulfilling, if we didn't perform the "tradition flow" of the holidays. Are we scared to shake things up? Is it selfishness? You can only answer that yourself.

The holiday challenge:

Is to look at our identity for the holidays. Does it, need some revamping. Do you need, to throw it out completely?

I have been on both sides of the fence. Less is more and more is less. Be real, be the identity of the holiday and you will see what its truly about.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Brokenness: Be The Clay


I remember it, so vividly. The night that I broke down in tears. I finally had succumbed to the forces of brokenness. I was tired of living the lie. I was tired of pretending it was ok. With my bible study leader reaching out her hand. I snatched it.

I had avoided this for such a long time. I had played it off, as if it were nothing. That I could make it on my own. I knew the life I was living, was not pleasing to the Lord. I was a child of God, who had strayed away for far too long. I believed, I just didn't want to commit. That moment plays through my head on many occasions. But why? Why is it so, life changing?

A lot of us, relate tears, losing our composure, not sure what to do. We see it, as sign of weakness. The masses say, get up and suck it up. This is why being broken, being so genuinely and completely broken is a beautiful thing. When people realize that they are not enough. That they must change something in their lives.

Brokenness is a necessary thing. It helps us, realize how far we are from perfection. That perfection will never be attained. This is why the brokenness process is so effective. We must let ourselves be vulnerable, to leave our comfort at the door, allowing God to slip in and mold us.

That's what I did that night. I finally allowed God to mold me. God is still molding me and will continue to do so, until I leave this world. I will always remember that night, as the night that I said, change me Lord!

I've had my ups and downs. But the Lord has been faithful. It started with brokenness and in many ways, it may end that way too.

Be the clay.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Why I Blog

Since I've started blogging. I have had several unique experiences to share in the blog sphere. Friday was one of those days. I was typing out a blog. Then.

A older woman from one my classes. Came to say hi and see how life was going? She saw what I was doing and asked, if she could read the blog. I said sure, gave her the link, she got right on in the computer lab. She began to navigate through all my entries. She came across one and started to cry.

She looked at me and asked " What if someone you love, asked why you love them?" I was little surprised by the question. Has I attempted to answer the question. She started to cry even more, I realized God was behind this situation. I barley knew her, but it didn't stop her from venting her frustrations, anger, and fear. She was juggling her job, being a mother, and feeling alone in this dark world.

Long story, short I got to pray with her and gave her encouragement. As I was trying to digest the whole deal. I realized, it was my words, that I typed that sparked the breakdown. That my blogging, indeed made a difference, it reminder her of the promises of God.

I don't need a comment to feel good about what I posted. That there may be several others who have read, that have been impacted. That Friday, I finally realize why I blog.

Words are powerful, especially if they are for someone else.
Blogging for HIS glory!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Victims Of

We are, or at least think we are, victims of something. We all have been or felt abused, taken for granted, or felt unimportant. We all believe that we are victims of something. We victimize ourselves, to believe we are victims. We want people to throw a pity party for us. We want the attention of a person, who will vent with us.

I'm not saying, that being a victim is bad. There are plenty of legitimate victims such as, rape victims, victims of war, poverty. On the flip side people begin to take advantage of being victim. They find a way to distort anything, so others will feel ill of their demise.

What is bothering, is that for most people. We allow ourselves to victimize ourselves. We take time to find the bad. So that we can feel bad about ourselves. I have seen plenty of the people be victims of horrendous things.They could have chosen to let those actions defeat them. But they rose to the occasion and conquered it.

We go, as far as we allow ourselves. Most of us, have support from all sorts of venues. But ultimately, we must take the initiative to rise. We can't do it alone. But we must not be lazy about it.

Victims we are, but isn't being a victim a choice?

We choose to have that label. Again, nothing is wrong with that word. But it does, become a detriment when we allow it to dictate our lives. Being a victim is not a permanent state. If anything, we can learn to overcome the difficulties, of what we call life.

So are you a victim of something?

If so, what are you going to do about it?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

My Life

My life... what will it amount too?

My life.... what I am doing here?

My life.... am I making a difference?

Your life ....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsDyAgKWA34

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Behold! The Power Of Coffee



The cool looking future, the music echoing in the background. The distinct good smelling aroma in your face. People engaging in conversation, that vary from catching up, to politics, to sports. Let's not forget the lone individuals who are enjoying a good book, cramming for a midterm, or simply reading the New York Times.


Coffee shops have a very unique mystique to them. You can spend hours on in, without even noticing it. It seems there is no time in a coffee shop. People use them as a rendezvous. But the shops are great, with all the CD's, newspapers, and advertisement for helping poor African kids.

But that's not what brings people in. I think its, the coffee. Not because its amazing, but because, of what spawns from it. Conversations. It's funny you need to talk, you go to a coffee shop and enjoy a cup of coffee. It seems like some kind of therapy center. A place to vent and cry your eyes out. A place where you can smile and have a good time.

Even better if, you don't like coffee you can order a variety of things. That I'm sure one will agree with your taste buds. Better yet, you feel adventurous and try something new.

Regardless, coffee shops are a great place to converse. Everyone knows that. I've have had some of the best conversations in a coffee shop. Why? I don't know, but coffee has the ability to bring people together. Whether family, friends, or someone of interest. It's the coffee.


The coffee is good

The conversation is better.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

NBA Western Conference Preview

NBA season start tonight. Here's my take on the West.

1. Los Angeles Lakers (NBA Champions 2008-2009)- The Lakers are still the team to beat. Kobe has plenty of weapons around him. This summer LA added Ron Artest better known as a ticking time bomb. Ron Ron brings a lot to the team. But Ron is still a very high risk. Kobe should keep him focused. If Andrew Bynum stays healthy, he should have a solid season. What makes LA dangerous is, the fact that Kobe is getting older. He knows his time of greatness is coming to an end. Which for now makes Kobe very deadly.

2. San Antonio Spurs- The Spurs reloaded and are rejuvenated. With all the new faces they got over the summer. Richard Jefferson is a huge addition, insurance if Ginobili goes down. One thing I worry about is, Jefferson going to bring it, on the defensive side of the ball. The Spurs also signed veterans Antonio McDyess, Theo Ratliff and Keith Bogans. All three should bring depth to the frontcourt. The Spurs also got damaged goods in rookie DeJuan Blair (Pittsburgh). Tony Parker should have a good season. Duncan looks ready to go and Ginobili looks healthy. The Spurs are loaded, health is their only concern.


3. Portland Trailblazers- I'm not convinced that Portland can compete for a championship. Not yet. Brandon Roy needs consistent help from LaMarcus Aldridge and Greg Oden. Portland signed Andre Miller. Miller will help start up the offense, which will allow Roy to focus on scoring. Miller will help this team a lot. The bench is solid and very deep. Nicolas Batum will be even better, he's got a lot of upside. If Roy gets help on the scoring end. No one will want to see Portland in the playoffs.

4. Denver Nuggets- Can Denver repeat last years success. I don't think they can, but this team is still very good. Chauncey Billups second year at the helm should help even more. If Carmelo Anthony wants to elevate his game to another level. He must take more of a leadership role on the team. The Nuggets also traded up, in the draft for rookie Ty Lawson (North Carolina). Great pickup. Dahntay Jones will be missed, but Aaron Afflalo is better. If Nene and Kenyon Martin can stay healthy the Nuggets have a shot at that success.


5. Dallas Mavericks- Good enough, to be a middle of the pack team. Nothing has changed since last season. Sure the Mavs have some new faces. They traded for Shawn Marion and signed Drew Gooden. But the Mavs need everything to go their way, for things to happen. Jason Kidd is really old, how long can he last? Dirk Nowitzki will put up numbers. This team is good enough to tease everyone of how good they are. I'm not fooled.

6. Utah Jazz- Deron Williams is a stud, the most complete point in the game. Glad to see Paul Millsap got paid. Great player. If Carlos Boozer can bring his A game. A lot of teams will be calling to trade for him. C.J. Miles is a good player. Can the Jazz win on the road? The Jazz are deep and still have the ability to make noise. But Jazz management must settle this Boozer mess.


7. New Orleans Hornets- Chris Paul is the best point in the game. But he doesn't have a lot, of help beyond power forward David West. The trade for Emeka Okafor is a trade that doesn't hurt or help the team. Okafor will be under pressure to perform at a high level and help out Paul. Can rookie Darren Collison (UCLA) be a steady backup for Paul? Can the bench contribute every night? A lot of questions to be answered. Stay tuned.


8. Phoenix Suns- The Run and Gun Suns are back! Amare Stoudemire will be wearing googles now. Grant Hill will remain consistently reliable. The bench is average. The Suns run and gun should help them against inferior opponents. Is this Stoudemire's last season in the desert? Suns should be fun to watch. But the Suns are a early round exit.


9 Los Angeles Clippers- The other LA team. The Clips got #1 pick Blake Griffin (Oklahoma) the guy can play. The Clips also have some talent to build around Griffin with Eric Gordon and Al Thornton. Chris Kaman and Marcus Camby provide depth at center. Oh yeah, the Clips have Baron Davis. If everyone stays healthy and focused the Clips might make the playoffs. But I'm not holding my breath.


10. Houston Rockets- The toughest team in the league. The Rockets are a scrappy bunch. But Yao Ming is out for the year. Tracy McGrady is out for half, the Rockets have no firepower. But why at 10? The Rockets will find a way to score. Point guard Aaron Brooks can score, power forward Luis Scola can as well. The Rockets signed Trevor Ariza he will help defensively. Not to mention 2 round draftee Chase Bundinger (Arizona) can fill it up. They have 1 player taller than 6'9 but this team will not make it easy to win. That's all you can ask for. I'm predicting a big summer for the Rockets. They will sign someone big.


11. Golden State Warriors- Better known as the circus. Stephen Jackson wants out. Monta Ellis says "he can't play with rookie Stephen Curry (Davidson)" what a mess. You also got Don Nelson he 's a circus by himself. With all that said, the Warriors have to much talent, to sink to the bottom. They won't make the playoffs, but they won't have the worst record in the league. But then again, that's not saying much.


12. Oklahoma City Thunder- Kevin Durant is a star in the making. The guy can play, but must improve his defense. Russell Westbrook is a lot better at point than I thought. Jeff Green is the man who does all the dirty work. Nenad Kristic is a good center. Rookie James Harden (Arizona State) will make an impact. The Thunder are young and have a promising future. But it will take time, before you can talk playoffs in Oklahoma.

13. Memphis Grizzlies- The FedEx Forum will be a little bit fuller. Thanks, to Allen Iverson. Hopefully, Iverson can be a good influence, if not, watch out! Memphis does have talent with Rudy gay, O.J. Mayo, and Marc Gasol. This team could be a lot better but AI and Zach Randolph will prove to be bad for the young Griz. Rookie Hasheem Thabeet (UCONN) looks lost out on the floor. The Grizzlies will be bad but entertaining to keep up with.

14. Minnesota Timberwolves- Al Jefferson lost weight and looks ready for the season. Rookie Jonny Flynn (Syracuse) will do so much more, than what Ricky Rubio could have done. Kevin Love, is good but should come off the bench, for depth reasons. Ryan Hollins, great pickup, should start at center, so Jefferson can abuse the opposing power forward. Ramon Session was also a good pickup. The T- Wolves will be bad. But I like the pieces they have for the future. Beware, If I were the GM I would move Rubio elsewhere. It good happen.

15. Sacramento Kings- Kevin Martin is healthy and ready to go. Rookie Tyreke Evans (Memphis) has a lot of potential. Jason Thompson and Spencer Hawes are pretty solid. The Kings have talent, but its still very iffy. The Kings are bad because the bench sucks. Expect trades throughout the season. Regardless, it should be a long year in the capital of California.

Monday, October 26, 2009

NBA Eastern Conference Preview

The NBA season starts tomorrow! Very excited! Well here's my take of the upcoming season. The position I place teams is, where I believe they will finish at the end of the season. Western preview coming soon.

1. Boston Celtics- The Celtics signed Rasheed Wallace and Marquis Daniels. Those signings will help tremendously. But I think Daniels will have more of an effect then Sheed. But either way, Boston is stacked. Rondo is a stud, but an arrogant one. Rondo must mature. Lastly, the Celtics will go, as far as KG's knees take them. KG will be ready.

2. Orlando Magic- I like this team come playoff time. The Magic present some many mismatches, start with Dwight Howard, next Rashard Lewis, and at times Vince Carter. They have one of the deepest benches in the league. Howard must improve his offense and his free throws. Nelson will be ready to repeat his All- Star season. The Magic will be magically in the playoffs.

3. Cleveland Cavaliers- The Big Witness Protection (Shaq) is in town. His goal " win a ring for the king" , easier said then done. Shaq, gives the Cavs a post presence. But will that clog up the lane for King James? LeBron will have a MVP season. Mo Williams will move to third fiddle, which suits him well. The Cavs also picked up Anthony Parker, Jamario Moon, and Leon Lowe. The Cavs must be success to convince James to stay. Success to James is getting a ring, its going to be hard.

4. Atlanta Hawks- The Hawks traded for Jamal Crawford and signed Joe Smith. The Hawks have a lot of talent. This group has been playing with each other for awhile. There needs to be signs of improvement. Joe Johnson is quietly lethal. Josh Smith, when his head is on, is very productive. Al Horford, great young player. Its time to step up and play at a high level.

5. Washington Wizards- Gilbert Arenas is back, but is he ready for the 82 game grind? Caron Bulter will be the stable force. Antawn Jamison will put up numbers. New acquisitions Randy Foye and Mike Miller give the Wiz good quality depth. Also the Wiz have a nice project in center Javale McGee. With all that said, the Wiz at best are a second round team.

6.Chicago Bulls- Ben Gordon will be missed. Is Loul Deng really healthy? Derrick Rose will be asked to score more. The Bulls have some nice rookies in Taj Gibson (USC) and James Jones (Wake Forest). The Bulls have depth and will benefit from the thrilling series against the Celtics. The Bulls have the ability to make a lot of noise.

7. Toronto Raptors- The signing of Hedo Turkoglu helps the Raps offense, but does nothing for their defense. Chris Bosh will be is regular double double. Rookie DeMar DeRozan (USC) should make an impact. Andrea Bargnani should have a big season. Bottom line Raps have a lot of offense, but no D. The Raps will make the playoffs. But is that enough for Bosh to stay?

8. Miami Heat- Dwyane Wade is a stud on many levels. The Heat are going to need him to play crazy good every night. Wade will undoubtedly, need help. But who? Jermaine O'neal is old and done, and might have some decent games. Michael Beasley and Mario Chalmers need to step up. Wade will be great. But who else. I'm guessing some will smell the coffee and respond. I just don't know who.

9. Philadelphia 76ers- The Sixers were foolish in letting Andre Miller go. The Sixers have no pass first point guards. Lou Williams will be running the offense, along with rookie Jrue Holiday (UCLA) a very scary thought. Regardless, the Sixers have talent with Elton Brand, Andre Iguodala, and Thaddeus Young. But this team is only good enough to be a bubble team.

10. Detroit Pistons- Detroit gains offense with Ben Gordon and Charlie Villanueva, but they not defense. Point guard Rodney Stuckey needs to learn to pass. Ben Wallace is back in Motown, but no one cares. Detroit is in the process of rebuilding it will take time. Rookies Austin Daye (Gonzaga) and DaJuan Summers (Pittsburgh) look promising. But like the Philly, Detroit is a bubble team at best.

11. Indiana Pacers- Outside of basketball junkies no one knows who Danny Granger is. Expect that to change this season. Roy Hibbert has shown great improvement. Brandon Rush has and will improve. Can Troy Murphy still maintain is hot shooting from the 3? Can rookie Tyler Hansbrough (North Carolina) make an impact? Will Mike Dunleavy ever get healthy? A lot of questions. This team is one impact player away from being a lower seed playoff team.

12. Charlotte Bobcats- Larry Brown has done wonders, with the Bobcats. Expect him to do, more wonders, with less talent. Tyson Chandler will swat shots left and right. Gerald Wallace is a talented player on a bad team. Rookie Gerald Henderson (Duke) will not be see a lot of game time. Larry Brown will push more trades and push his team to do things its, not capable of.

13. New York Knicks- The Knicks should be fun to watch. Wilson Chandler has been a bright spot in the lights of Madison Square Garden. Rookie Jordan Hill (Arizona) will be bullied in the paint. Chris Duhon is a back up point and not a starter. GM Donnie Walsh will try to dump salaries. This season is, in many ways a long training camp, until the summer of LeBron.

14. New Jersey Nets- With Vince Carter gone, Devin Harris and Brook Lopez will be asked to score every night. Both are very talented players. In the Carter trade, the Nets got Courtney Lee who will help on the defensive side. In the draft the Nets got Terrence Williams (Louisville). Williams is very versatile and should help with scoring. The Nets also got a new owner. With the summer 2010 coming, if the Nets sign a big time free agent. This team with all the young talent will have a lot of upside.

15. Milwaukee Bucks- Not much to celebrate in Milwaukee. The Bucks let Ramon Sessions and Charlie Villanueva go. They also traded Richard Jefferson to the Spurs. Micheal Redd is coming back from injury. Rookie Brandon Jennings (Oak Hill Academy played in Europe for a year) is still unproven. Andrew Bogut is average at best. The Bucks have talent, but everything must go right. Unfortunately, that won't happen.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Good Enough Or Wanting It

Over the past couple of weeks. I have found myself, just doing enough. In other words, not going the extra mile. Not taking pride in what I'm doing. Not with everything, but the one constant thing, I always seem to half ass .... school.

I allow it, to become a drag for me. I sleep in class, or don't even show up. I do enough to get by. Some days I just want to drop out and move to a foreign country. But for everything that is hard there's a reason behind it.

I've been content with just being average. Fulfilling what is required, and just do good enough to be accepted as ok. I have not been motivated to go beyond my own expectations that I have for my academic career. Stagnant is the word that comes to mind. Now to use a sports metaphor. A bad student of the game. I either don't show up, or rarely compete in practice. I use every excuse to tell myself that I need a day off. Do not stay after practice and work on my game. Worst of all, my laziness has become an habitual action. Some athletes have the talent, but never work on being a better player. They are content with just being good enough.

The Michael Jordan's, Muhammad Ali's of the world never settled for good enough. They strive for greatness in the realm of sports, they achieved it. To use a another metaphor again. Those individuals who work hard, are willing to sacrifice to get better, and put in the time when its not needed. Those individuals go beyond being good enough. They wanted it, they knew it be hard. But they knew what they wanted and went after it. Sure failure will find a place in this journey. But that should not be the reason to stop.

So as, I reflect on my good enough attitude, mentality towards school. I know I must change that outlook. Work harder than before, put in the time. Show my coaches I care. That I want to be better. That I'm not afraid to fail. That I welcome the challenge ahead.

If I do all that.
I like my chances.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Stuck


Every Monday night is truly unique and humbling. For two plus years, every Monday I've gone to feed the homeless. I have learned much from this whole experience. In several different capacities I've grown to being a better person and Christ follower. But one reoccurring theme that presents its self every Monday, is why they are down there.

You really can't pinpoint a specific reason for all. Sure some abuse some kind of substance, or from a country south of the border. But what I've come to find out, is that there stuck. Several elements drag, force, and allow them to be down there.

But I'm beginning to see it, in a different light. Before I did this, I felt sorry for them. But I wanted nothing to with them. It was like a zoo for me, every time I went under the bridge. It was like a tour, " on your left is the crack whore, to your right is a drunk man, that smells like feces, and right in front of us, is a Mexican gang banger, hitting a joint, with an array of tattoos.

I pitied them, in a bad way. It was there fault they were down there. Why should I help someone, who doesn't want to be helped? Well God worked on my hear to say the least. Time went on ......
As I got to know the people under the bridge. I realized a lot wanted out, a lot were desperate to change, they wanted to change. They were, just stuck in a hard situation. That the reasons for them being down there, are more complex then we realize. A lot of factors come into play.
Sure they have made mistakes that have brought them down there. But we all make mistakes. Just because, most of us, live comfortably and have the essentials. Does not make us, better then people who have nothing.

During my time down there I've heard many stories. I've come to love these people for who they are. To care about what's going on in their lives. To take a genuine, real approach to helping them.
The underline point being, we get stuck sometimes. It may not lead us, to the streets. But we get stuck and we want to get unstuck. But we need help. This is my challenge to find the stuck and help in the process of "unstucking".

Like everything else, it is a process.
But a process that we are called to do.

A process that I have benefited from and more many.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Listening Trumps Talking

We all listen and talk. But which one are we better at?

Sometimes we don't realize how much we talk. Talking is a means of communicating a variety of things. But listening, requires more work, it seems effortless at times. But when you practice listening it really goes a long way.

We all love to vent, or talk about our current situation in life. We love to talk. Sure it can be casual and the talking among the talkers can be balanced. I'm not saying talking is bad. But only when you allow it, to monopolize everybody's chance to contribute. Which means your not listening.

Listen is harder to perform. You listen to someone intently and sometimes they notice when you doze off. It's like in school. You listen to the teacher and its hard to listen sometimes. It may be there voice, you can't understand them, or you have no interest in the material. Regardless, listening to them is hard, especially for a long period of time.

Some people excel at listening. But why is it, so hard to listen? Perhaps, talking is more of a selfish act, its more about us, when we are talking and not listening. So its easier to talk?

Listening requires earnest attention to who your are hearing out. I feed the homeless every Monday and I've come to learn that they all have stories. They salivate at the chance to tell them. I may hardly say a word during the whole conversation. But me listening to their story is what spoke volumes to them. It shows I care, that I have interest so much so, I sat down and listened.

Listening is a tool we can all use to show we care. Without even saying we care. Listening is the action we can perform to show our love, concern, or understanding of the talker.

So next time a friend comes to vent. Listen. Or when you are catching up with a friend. Listen. Better yet, your at school or at work. Listen

Trust me you're get your time to talk.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

He Gave Me

He gave me grace
To finish the race

He gave me power
In my darkest hour

He gave me a friend
When I thought it was the end

He gave me love
Even though I wasn't looking above

He gave me
He gave me ........

And has set me free

Friday, September 25, 2009

Status Quo

We all want more. We are never content with what we have. We allow ourselves to covet after things we don't have. How can the status quo, not be so hindering to us?

Well, there's several answers to that questions. I believe most know what they must do. To stop the selfishness and jealously. It may not be, easy to do, but the concept isn't hard to comprehend.

In high school I was saving up for a car. That's what my focus was on. I made a deal with my dad. That when and if I got $2,000. My dad would get me a car and pay the rest. So I set off, on my mission to be cruising, by my junior year in high school.

In this season of my life. I wasn't very close to God at all. He had no real importance in my life. I knew that he should. But I ignored that idea all together. Nevertheless, I knew what was up. My dad knowing that I was struggling with my walk. Invited me, to promise keepers. He bugged me so much about it. I had no choice but go, just to shut the man up!

So I went with a bitter heart, and wounded soul. I began to listen to this man preaching about being a Christian. Everything he was saying, I was not. He started talking about how me entrap ourselves, of the ways of this world. He said a couple of scriptures.

But he got me thinking. I began to realize my pursuit of getting a set of wheels was out of selfish ambition. I want a car because everyone else had one. Not to mention I went to a pretty wealth school. So if I didn''t have wheels, I felt I would fall under the poor Hispanic category. I thought a car would give me popularity, girls, and friends. The status quo.

God jacked me up that day. I will never forget how His love was shown. I got the $2,000, but at promise keepers. I made a promise. My dad was going to Brazil and he really wanted me to go. I knew God wanted me to go. But I wanted a car more. But instead I used the $2,000 to go to Brazil. Which meant, no car, no superficial friends or indulging myself in selfish ambition.

Man! God you are so good. The trip to Brazil was the tipping point for me. The trip not only peaked my interest in missions, but my interest in God. The trip jacked me up.

So how many of you are concerned with status quo? I was, and times still am. But I now know. There is so much more to put your mind and efforts towards. I guarantee it, had I not gone to Brazil and got a car instead. I would been emptier with all that I thought I wanted.

Jesus is my status quo now. The only word I can think of to describe it, is ......

Fulfillment

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Scattered Thoughts

Scattered thoughts ........

How many of us, find ourselves asking what if? Or play out a day dream in our head. That we wish would come true. Or we can't go to sleep, because of all the thinking we are doing.

Thinking is a beautiful thing. But at times it can be a drag for your morale. When we start over thinking, doubting ourselves. That's when thinking to hard and long is bad. No to mention when your are thinking. It's usually more than one thing.

I like to call this scattered thoughts. Jumping from one thought to next one, worrying, over analyzing, or be angry over the outcome. We all think about something or someone. Thinking is human nature. Thinking is what allows us, to push ourselves to be better.

Thinking opens the door to new ideas. It allows us, to do a lot things. But there is always a limit. There are some things, we can't comprehend. We can't undo the past. But only learn from it. Thinking in moderation.

This quote sums it up.

The trick is in what one emphasizes. We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same. - Carlos Castaneda (in reference to thinking)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Come And Go

I've been in college for a while now. I've have met a lot of people over my college time. But one thing about college is people come and go. In high school, even middle school , you surrounded by the same people for a good portion of your academic career. In college you may just have one semester with a person. Then there gone. There's nothing wrong with that.

Over my time in college. I've either bettered some relationships, or gained new ones. The reality is college is a fast moving machine. People eagered to be on their own. But have a degree and future in mind. That's a lot to take in. Some follow their path from the get go. Some stumble and get back on. Then there are some who get off completely.

So what to make of all this. Well I have interacted with a lot of people. I have the chance to talk and get to know them. Which gives me, the opportunity to tell them about whats important to me. Jesus. I may have one conversation with someone. That conversation could be a life changer, a wake up call, or a reminder.

We are all placed somewhere particular for a reason. I happen to be in my college life phase. So I've bee able to meet people from all over the place. I'm approachable and not a bit timid.

So the goal, challenge is to be intentional in sharing the awesomeness of Jesus. To everyone I meet, especially on campus. This could translate for people in the workplace, at home.

Where do you spend the bulk of your time? Wherever it is, speak, interact and engage.

For our story of His glory. Should not be a thing that comes and goes.

Let it shine.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Heart To Heart

The tears were streaming down her face. She was frustrated, wanting to know, why she wasn't enough? Tired of being put down, for her rather small shortcomings.

Encouragement was needed and lurking. He enters the room to lift his sister up. This was not a sister in Christ, but a sister of blood, family. For the longest time they ignored each other. But has she was in distress. He told her, you will amount to something, you will be and are a amazing woman.

Feeling the hurt, he could only look at her in pain. As he finished with his words. He looked at her and said "I love you , I want you to know that." They each embraced each other with a huge bear hug. Both parties departed, with a new sense of understanding.

Were all in need of a heart to heart with a love one. Don't miss that chance to express, what needs to be said. Sometimes its something simple, like I love you.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Movies

Movies: A form of art, expression, ideas. Right?

What is it about movies? That get us to the box office to pay for them? Is it the marquee actors/ actresses, or the genre, it might be the director. There are plenty of reasons, as to why, we watch movies.

Movies can challenge a person's thinking, inspire us, or simply entertain. Regardless,we still watch them. Movies allow the audience to enter another world. For 2 hours are so, we are taken on an adventure.

The point that I'm getting at, is movies have a huge impact. Movies are not just a form of entertainment. In a movie you hear, see, and feel. Yes! Movies do make people cry, laugh, and most importantly think.

Sure not all are meant to challenge the mind. Some are just plain stupid. But we all have our own particular taste in movies.

Since entering college I have really picked up reading. I won't consider myself a book worm. But I do enjoy, reading a lot more, than before. But movies to me, are to a certain extent more helpful than books. Not always, but movies at times are better than books. I'm a visual learning. Movies like books give us, a picture. Movies give us an picture and well decide for ourselves. I'm saying, completley ditch books. I feel that movies at times, show and tell, what a book can't.

Either way, I'm sure we will go to the movies. Whether that's on a date, or your fan of a movie coming out. Movies will be watched. It's not bad to take time and sail off to another world, escape, if you will.

It's what movies do and will continue to do.

Monday, August 31, 2009

The Ministry: On Passion and Obedience

Here's my current predicament that I'm in. Well, actually, predicament is too strong of a word. Dilemma would be too. So let's go, with what I want to blog about.

The ministry: As for those who are involved in any ministry. We all know its, a lot of work. That its not a easy thing to maintain. There are high and low points. There are times when, some feel the call to leave and to let it flourish.

But overall, ministry is driven, by a passion. A passion that is very unique and real. People from the outside see it, they feel it. But the most important thing about this passion. Is learning how to use it. Learning that passion drives us, through our passion for Jesus.

But obedience is just as necessary. Obedience is an act of love. God ask us, to be obedient no matter the call. Within any ministry demonstrating obedience to our Father, is imperative. The effect obedience has, comes on many levels, personal spiritual growth, the ministry and your relationship with Christ.

These two have stood out to me. Just recently, I have examined how I act upon passion and obedience. I lead a ministry in feeding the homeless and have gained much from it. I help with missions, college ministry as well. I have the felt the passion for all, but for the ministry in general.

But I'm beginning to realize there's a lot to learn still. I know several other "church words" could have been used like clarity, faith, love, and trust to name a few. There all important to the ministry.

But as time, goes on and when people leave. Will the ministry stay on? Yes I know God sustains the ministry. But what I mean, is the ministry within every single individual. We all are a walking ministry in my eyes. With our stories, experiences and talents that God has given us. The ministry is God's. But that doesn't mean, we stop!

Will you ever turn the light out on your ministry? Will you be the light, no matter location, situation or call?

The ministry will go on and so will our passion. Obedience will be required in some fashion.

See it as a privilege to have the opportunity to spread the word. To help those who are searching for the light.

That's ministry!
That's passion!
That's obedience!
That's Our God!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Trusting People

Trust- Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.

Trust is not easily given, its earned, right?

Why is trust so hard to come by?

Over time trust can be established with individuals. But in order to trust someone, you must let them in. Don't build walls, but bridges.

You won't trust, everyone you see. But its imperative to have those friends that you can lean on. There's so many people out there looking for that. That friend who will take a call at 2 am, or listen to your venting, we all need that

But we must learn to trust. Not be, so critical of others. It takes faith, to trust someone else.This is displayed in marriage, trusting your pastors, trusting your friends. On the flip side, we must strive to be trust worthy.

I pray trust is not a word thrown around. But that its acted out. That people start to trust others.

Perhaps, there's someone out there, who wants to help. But it starts with your trust.

Our Lord is trust worthy, shouldn't we, be aiming for that attribute as well?
Its a must.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

The Next Step

In any kind of ministry. The goal is glorify God in all you do. But another goal is to progress as a ministry.

I have had the unique opportunity of feeding the homeless every Monday night. Personally, I have grown, because of this ministry. It has, for me, been training for missions. On a much more smaller scale, but has taught me a lot.

As the ministry grows, so do ideas, on what to do. We now have enough warm bodies to distribute the food. We have a clean up crew, who gets the trash, we also have people who roam and talk. So as, more people come. The possibilities become a reality.

The reality I'm now trying to push. Is evangelism, to be intentional in talking about God. Sure we are feeding, serving, and talking. But I need people who are on the mission to talk about God. Who are ready, to talk right off the bat.

We go down, every week, and have been able to form friendships. We know people, and their stories. I'm not saying the people who come can't do it. But I'm searching for answers as to how we can do it. How we can present the Gospel to the homeless. So it harbors their attention and challenges them.

Tracts will be thrown away. Bibles, are rarely used by the homeless. I need a "wow' factor. Something that is eye popping. I know the Gospel is eye popping, but something that appeals to the homeless.

That is the next step. Haven for Hope may knock us, out of business. But until then, I want our team to be equipped to lead someone to Christ. Boldness is the word that comes to mind.

The food will be there.
So will the servants heart and the smiles.

But the will the boldness be there? For the next step?

Have any suggestions, as to how we can execute this for God.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Confidence

At one time, or another, our confidence wavers. We start to pity ourselves. We start to be hard on ourselves.

I've recently, been dealing with this.

To think that, I'm a hopeless mess. That no one cares and all that negative stuff. Having no confidence gets you nowhere.

Even though I know, I have a lot to offer. I still let the enemy sweep in and pour in the lies. It has become, so hard to get rid of. This has become something some common to me.

Every time I go down this rout. I turn to a particular verse that lifts, me up. Romans 8:1-2

1Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, 2because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death.

Confidence is very important. So for those, out there who are lacking confidence. Meditate on those words of truth.

I am a new creation in Christ. I was wonderfully and fearfully made. God has a plan for me. God loves me.

Confidence, get ready the enemy is on his way.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Group Picture



I spent a week in Panama. Helping out an awesome pastor, by the name of David. His center is on the outskirts of one of Panama's worst neighborhoods. The center serves many purposes.

First its, a haven for the little kids. Where they can learn their subjects and about God. Second, its a place to hang for, the older kids. The center serves food and has plenty of activities for the kids. The kids can even get help on their homework. Finally, it helps adults who have dropped out, get their high school diplomas. The center offers several classes in algebra, computer, english, and geography.

We had 15 people on the trip. We all were touched on many levels. But one thing the group will remember is that we all got along. There was no conflict, name calling, or clicks. Everyone loved everyone. So much so, we are planning a post Panama party.

The center expressed how much, they appreciated our work. Our group just jelled. Everyone someway, somehow, got to know each other.

Not only did I have a touching experience. I gained a lot of new friends from all ages.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Back To Reality

The past three weeks. I have had the opportunity to travel and spread the Word of God. It's been fun, but sadly, it has ended.

I will be back state side for awhile. School is starting up. With that said, I'm starting to get down a routine, its back to reality.

My trip to Japan and Panama, showed me a lot. But now, I must put into practice what I have learned. Satan has been on me. Attacking me in all directions. You come back from a trip. In which you were surrounded by Christians, and didn't have the daily temptations.

Not that mission trips are easy. But it is with the circumstances. Regardless, I know I have learned a lot. I know I've come out, a better man. A man striving to seek God, in everything I do.

The trick is to live as if, you were on the mission field. Which we are all. But when that focus begins to fade.

I pray and hope I remember its not about me.

Back to reality.................

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Planting Among The 33 Million

As Satan wages war against my heart, soul, and mind. It has finally sink in, I'm back home.

Japan showed me a lot. Like every mission trip, its a bittersweet goodbye. The people were so quiet, yet so humble. Japan is in need of Jesus. The country is wrapped up in, materialism, despair, and the fear of being not enough, to name a few.

The country is beautiful. The people are beautiful. The food is good and full of rice. But what God showed me, is that its not about the numbers, or how many were saved. But about the harvest. Its about planting seeds.

Tokyo has 33 million people. Many of them have no knowledge of the Word. But with our team of 103 Americans. We were able to plant seeds. See smiles, see people questioned what they believe. We may have not had a huge number of converts.

But the seeds that we planted will begin to grow. They will eventually sprout. We may never see the final result on earth. But seeds have been planted. In a span of 10 days, working almost around the clock. 42 people exchanged their lives for Jesus.

42 may seem small compared to 33 million. But God has a plan. We serve a BIG God. A God who does all the heavy lifting. God values obedience over activity.

And for 10 plus days. We were obedient, we were planting. I can only imagine what God will do next.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Such Great Heights


I'm on top of the mountain or at least for 10 days. I'm feeling productive and as if I'm doing something extraordinary!

I leave for Japan on Saturday. I will be one of many leaders leading a trek of high schoolers. Trying my darnest to spread the Word of God to Tokyo. Yet, I don't need to be in Tokyo, Japan to feel this way.

For the longest time. I associated out of this world experiences with traveling, doing something that is noticed by the masses, or thinking of some brilliant outside the box idea. Sure those may produce that mountain top rush. But there are plenty of other simple and less sophisticated ways to get that rush.

First, being bored is a choice. People use boredom as a excuse. Acting as if, they are a victim to their own boredom. But in reality they can only blame themselves.

We all yearn for that feeling of significance. But it doesn't have to be across the world. Or being admire by everyone. Its doing what your passionate about. Its doing what God wants you to do.

For the longest time. I have been feeding the homeless every Monday night. Its simple, feed and serve a group of awesome people. Dare I say, it takes place locally? Do I get that rush? I do. But it took time for, me to realize what I was doing it for.

For a long time. I felt very unproductive in what I was doing and where I was in life. But God has a purpose for all. The world may see it as, simple and banal. But its for sure an out of this world feeling.

Sure I will be in Japan experiencing a new culture and eating weird things. But when I come back to San Antonio. The rush will be there. Whether I'm under the bridge with the homeless, or sitting down typing up a blog.

The rush never leaves. It is up to us, to keep the fire going. Fuel the Fire.

Whether in Japan, or high in the sky, or simply on the ground.

It's all from such great heights.

Friday, July 10, 2009

A Little Thing Called Impact

We try to leave a legacy worth remembering. Or at least one that makes people sit and ponder. We all have this yearning to be noticed and glorified for what we have accomplished. Some would try the humble pie. However, the need to know and be told. That you are an impact is overwhelming.

When your young, or really far down the line of life. You start to brainstorm "how can I make a difference" Great question, yet answered in so many different ways. Some believe making money, getting married, and living the "American dream" is where its at.

Some approach it, differently and say how naive. They would rather go to Africa and help those in need. Deep down inside their motives are wrong.

Not all, but I believe it starts at motives. We all have some sort of impact on someone or something. Yet we need to know it. For self gratification, who knows?

The motive is what drives us, to do what we are doing.

I know we all want to make a difference. Here are some suggestions

Love your enemies
Honor your father and mother
Befriend those who are alone
Feed the hungry
Clothe the naked
Let you faith be your measure for you success
and list goes on

Those are all deviant to what the world thinks. But we all have made an impact. When we perish from this earth. Many will gather in our name. They will mourn their lost. But with what you do, and without seeking the recognition.

People will remember, I always like to think. That I want to live my life so passionately for Christ. That others are impacted by me through the power of God. That they pay if forward.

Not for their glory but HIS

Impact isn't small. It just starts out that way.
Your worth more than you know. Stay steadfast.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Whitlock: McNair Great QB, Bad Father

Steve McNair died, July 4th. He was found shot in his condo in Nashville. Ran into this article, that is a bit edgy. But brings up very valid points. Thoughts?? Article writing, by Jason Whitlock of the Kansas City Star and occasion contributor to Fox Sports.

http://msn.foxsports.com/nfl/story/9777174/Don%27t-be-so-quick-to-make-McNair-a-hero

Saturday, July 4, 2009

4th Of July Thoughts

As everyone gets prepared to cook out, or participate in fireworks. I want to take the time to thank all the individuals. Who make it possible that we can practice freedom on a daily basis.

4th of July is a great reminder, of how passionate Americans are about their country.

You see all the emotion and passion running through the veins.

Yet, there is more to the picture.

What if, we were that passionate about Jesus? For some, country pride trumps devotion to God.

What if..... you get the idea, but will it be put to practice? Its up to you. Remember God sent his only son, that's pretty passionate. And I think most know what the purpose was. Reflect and see how you can be more passionate about Jesus.

He was passionate about us.

Calvary

Monday, June 29, 2009

Quiet Time

What is it, about quiet time, that makes it so daunting? Why is it, so hard to sit down and just spent time with God? We use every excuse in the book to not do it. Yet, we all know the importance of it.

There comes a time when we realize. That we are in a drought with our quiet time. We say to ourselves that we will do it later. But it never happens. Some say I'm not a morning person. Or I go to bed to early and don't want to be tired for tomorrow. There's a lot things, you can say.

But one thing remains the same. The importance of doing it. You realize, how much you need it. The only way to grow in Christ is to take time and spend time with him. It's like with friends, spouses, or potential mates. You spend time with these individuals and you get to know them.

However, God should be #1 on the list. God knows all about you. He loves everyone. But we all need a little bit, of God time.

One of the problems people run into is when and where. It doesn't matter. In the car, or on the couch. God is very flexible. He just wants your undivided attention.

I urge, everyone, if they are missing this aspect in their walk. To make sure it gets put back in.

Even Jesus needed time with his Father.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

King Of Glory

This song by Third Day was stuck in my head. Its a beautiful song about our King of Glory. Read the lyrics they are very powerful and moving. Reflect on the message of the song.

Who is this King of Glory that persues me with his loveAnd haunts me with each hearing of His softly spoken wordsMy conscience, a reminder of forgiveness that I needWho is this King of Glory who offers it to me

Who is this King of angels, O blessed Prince of PeaceRevealing things of Heaven and all its mysteriesMy spirits ever longing for His grace in which to standWho's this King of glory, Son of God and son of man

His name is Jesus, precious JesusThe Lord Almighty, the King of my heartThe King of glory
Who is this King of Glory with strength and majestyAnd wisdom beyond measure, the graceous King of kingsthe Lord of Earth and Heaven, the Creator of all thingsWho is this King of Glory, He's everything to me

The Lord of Earth and Heaven, the Creator of all thingsHe is the King of glory, He's everything to me

Monday, June 15, 2009

Kobe Bryant: Doin' Work


Kobe Bryant: you either hate him or love him. The talented 6'6 shooting guard for the Los Angeles Lakers always has a lot of attention on him.
Starting with the fact he is the star for the Lakers. Second being, he's Kobe Bryant. Third he's like a celebrity. Kobe has bodyguards, a personal chef, and some nice cars and a house. Cameras are drawn to Kobe.
Kobe claimed his fourth title last night. Which puts him in some rare company. Kobe led the Lakers to the his fourth title. Yet, this Kobe is different from the Kobe with Shaq. Kobe has grown up, he proved his doubters wrong.

They can say he raped a woman, or he's not a team player, or he's just a bad role model in general. But all this is not true. The charges were dropped. The reason being the woman wouldn't testify in court. There was a time when Kobe was not a team player. And he learned why, its imperative to include teammates.

Kobe has been thrown a lot and handled it quite well. Kobe will always have the haters out there. And they will find whatever they can to bring him down. But the guy, stays the course. We have been able to see the maturation of Kobe.

We have been able to see Kobe's triumphs and failures. He's human people! He messed up with that girl in Eagle,Colorado. Everyone messes up. Does it, justify what he did? No. But Kobe knows what he did was wrong. It humbled him and made him a better player and person.

Kobe is the best player in basketball, right now. Lebron James is good, no doubt. But what separates James from Bryant is we know Kobe's down to earth. Lebron has separated himself from everyone with with the "The Chosen One", or "The King". He sounds like he is some godly figure, which I don't like. Lebron won MVP, but hasn't won anything else. Skip Bayless of First Take calls Lebron "Prince James". If you compare Kobe to Lebron right now. It's no contest, its Kobe.

Kobe has the rings and swagger. Sure Kobe is older and will fade like everyone else. But he knows that and he will do has much as he can now. Kobe won his fourth title and won't be his last. Kobe is hated by many and admired by many. Kobe feeds off of the idea of being the best. It drives him to play at another level. For once, lets respect him as a man and a player. He's a loving parent, and believe it or not, a model citizen. Quit sipping the haterade and ask yourself, how will I explain Kobe to my kids. Yeah, that's right, he's that big. Your kids will want, to know who Kobe was. The good and the bad. But The story is still be written and maybe, it might be enough time, to change some opinions.

It's Kobe Doin' Work.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Jesus Freaks

There are thousands of missionaries all over the world. Spreading the Good News of Jesus. Reaching those in the poorest, most corrupt places in the world. Danger is certain, yet their love for God, keeps them going.

They all leave behind the luxuries of home, loves one and money. They have been called to be a tool, disciple, and messenger for the Lord. In efforts, to extend His Kingdom and to glorify him.

I have been reading Jesus Freaks once again (5th time). Jesus Freaks is about martyrs who have lost their lives for Christ. The stories are amazing, humbling, and ultimately bring tears to your eyes. The book has countless stories of brave men, women, and even children. Those brave souls standed for God, even in the midst of death.

I urge and challenge everyone to pray for all the missionaries out there. Serving our Lord all over the world. Find a way to be part of this amazing process. Pray or support them, whatever you can do, will help. Pray that we all stay committed to our Lord. No matter the cost.

" You never know how much you really believe anything until its truth or falsehood becomes a matter of life and death to you." - C.S. Lewis

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

So, What Does The Bible Say?


I find myself guilty of this sometimes. That you get so caught in what you think. And never look at what the Bible says. There are so many issues that we all take sides on. We even change sides basis off literature, one's opinion, or something that happen to us.

As a christian I know and believe the Bible to be truth. Yet, I sometimes avoid looking in the Bible. To see what the Bible says. Sometimes I'm lazy, or I think I'm right. Those are all excuses, God has given us the Bible. But we must read it and study it. We must go beyond what we hear on Sunday.

Th Word is food for our hungry body. It's on us, to learn beyond what our pastor says. Sure you can learn from other people. But we shouldn't be reliant on somebody else. We need to take the initiative.

So, what does the Bible say?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Discipline

Discipline is so hard, yet rewarding when accomplished. Discipline can be displayed in several capacities. Discipline takes a lot. But why is it so hard to maintain? Discipline requires effort, character, and dedication.

I have tried and failed to get myself. To play the guitar for 15 minutes a day. So many projects on hold. At first, I always, thought it would be cool to have a blog. But when you have a blog, you need to blog. It takes discipline, to write on a consistent basis. Discipline takes heart and upping your level of audacity and initiative.

I have several projects on hold. I want to train to run a marathon. To start reading more. I have slumped in my reading. Thanks to summer vacation. I also want to study abroad in Costa Rica. But the paperwork and money has gotten a bit overwhelming. Anyways, I will try and fail again. But if, the discipline is maintained. Well the result will be different.

Living proof would be the blog, right?

Friday, May 22, 2009

Lacking Material


I don't think its writer's block. But lately I have had difficulty. Finding stuff to put on my blog. So to the readers out there. Do you have any suggestions? Or helpful ideas? I'm sure something will come up. Until then, my mind will ponder. What I will put up next. Thanks and happy blogging.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Lee: Text of Encouragement and Truth

Last summer I worked at Goodwill. The experience was a humbling one. I was mixed up, with convicted felons, to trouble teens, and the typical stereotype that is given to people who are like that. I saw, heard, and learned a lot.

What I learned is they are the most considerate people I've met. Not to discount all the others, who are. But I came in being very skeptical. I came out humbled. During my 5 month stint. I met a man named Lee. Lee had just came out of jail for the 5th time. He also just received Christ into his life. I became good friends with this man.

Lee texts me everyday a bible verse, or words of encouragement. We've been able to keep in touch. Most of the time his text help, me a lot. Because I lose focus, so easily sometimes. Today he text, me at 6:00 in the morning. I clicked the phone and dropped it. But when I woke up. I read the text.

Psalm 37:4 4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Sure most of us, have heard the verse. But Jose needed to be text that verse today.
Thanks, Lee for the text.

May we all delight ourselves in the Lord!

Friday, May 8, 2009

C.O.B

I'm officially, on summer break. I'm very excited and ready for summer. Or, so I think. This summer has a lot in store for me. I will be traveling a lot and seeing new things.

First I will be flying to Portland Oregon. To attend my cousin's wedding. From their my family and I will be go to Vancouver, Canada and check out the sites. I come back to San Antonio for two weeks.

Then I fly out to Tokyo, Japan for a mission trip. I will be on one of many treks, spreading the Word of God. I will be in Japan for two weeks.

Lastly, I come back from Japan. I'm in San Antonio for 4 days. Panama, here I come! I leave for Panama on a mission trip. One in which I'm second in command. My mom being the boss. My brother and sister are going.

Why do, I tell you all this? Well, I'm excited, very excited. But the most important part, will be in the growth. After much prayer and wisdom seeking. I know this summer is for growth. I know God, has blessed me, with opportunity.

But this summer started last summer. When I had a gut check couple of weeks. Then I came across a little acronym, that I had received from Perspectives. Perspectives is a class for people interested in the misson field. The last day the speaker gave us the acronym.

I have called it the COB.

C- Clarity
O- Opportunity
B- Boldness

You pray, and take time. To allow God to work through you. One doesn't work without the other. You must be serious in this process. To be real honest, with yourself. The COB works differently for others. The process may not spell COB. But it works, when you know nothing. Imagine that.

This acronym is very useful and allows you. To sit down and listen to God, on his time. I have learned a lot since last summer. I know, I'm not perfect, if anything I'm far from it. But I know this summer will be life changing to say the least. And that excites me.

Not to us
But to your Name be the glory.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The Wilderness


On Sunday, I was reminded. That God yanks, us out of certain things. Not to make our lives miserable, or for us to feel unworthy. But to protect us. Sure, it's hard to swallow at the time. But everytime, God has yanked me, out of something.

I look back on it and simply thank him. He yanked me out, with good reason. Spiritually I was not ready, or it wasn't his timing yet. Whatever the case maybe. God is well intended in the wilderness.

I pray that we allow God to mold us.
That when we are in the wilderness its
only preparation for our destiny. For
our Father's work.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Gut Check

This post is really for those individuals. Who have yet, to come to terms, with what they are doing. For those, who think they are at a crossroads, in their walk with Christ. That something is on the brink of dramatically changing.

Our walk with Christ takes turn after turn. The walk of walks is one that builds several characteristics, that last. But there comes a point when, you must conduct a "gut check". To confront God with your, sin, doubt, and with your imperfections. The "gut check" is realizing what your doing, is wrong. Flipside, you need to change something in your life. You need to let go of something from the past. Whatever it maybe, it will be difficult.

Gut checking is hard. It always allows vulnerability into the picture. When you confront God, honestly, and you simply do business with God. I know at times. I have tried to shy away from this confrontation. But its imperative to our growth in Christ. It doesn't need to happen all the time.

But their comes a point in time. When we need a check on how we are doing. I know, at least for me. I can get lost in the cycle of life. In the midst of that, forget how my walk is doing. The sin piles up, and so does your distance with your Father.

There is no one that is perfect. That's a given. But when we get out of the loop. Of what out true purpose is on this earth. It can be a dangerous game. When we allow sin to accumulate without admitting what, we are doing is wrong. We start, just walking around. Walking through the motions, is risky business.

Confronting God with some deep dark problems.
Is hard, but remember God knows what we are doing.
We are not hiding anything from God. God already knows.
We are acknowledging, that we are sinners all around.
And we need to change.

Gut checks are for everyone for all who sin.
No matter who you are pastor, husband, wife, college student.

We are all in need of a gut check.
One time or, another.

For those who are in the grinding process of the motions.
You have my prayers. Don't let timidity, doubt, or skepticism slip in.

There is a man who loves, all no matter what.
And he wants to help, us all.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Persistent and Consistent

Both are major parts of the christian walk. But both are hard to maintain. Both encompass a lot of what a christian should do.

Being consistent in your walk is hard. The faulting is inevitable. But its being consistent after the fact. Not only that, but to be persistent in honoring God, no matter what. Both are imperative to the growth involved.

Here are some questions. I thought of about the two words.

Is one more important than the other?

Is there a healthy medium for both?

How imperative are these qualities?


Thoughts, Insights ............

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Overrated

Overrated. We all find things overrated. Some may be different, then others. But there are a lot of overrated things out there. Here's a list of places, people and things, that I think are overrated. What do you think is overrated? Agree? Disagree? Any thoughts, on the list?


Apple sauce
Apple Cider
Alcoholic beverages
Nirvana (the band)
U2
Tom Hanks
Spiderman
Prom
Tony Romo
Caps
Apple Computers
Virus Software
Star Trek
Kanye West
Family Guy
Carmelo Anthony
California
Watermelon
NBA Slam Dunk Contest
Starbucks
Golf
Halo
Reality Shows
MTV
Harry Potter
Reebok
Twitter
Transformers
Buffets
Cher
Oprah Winfrey
Lil Wayne
Super Bowl Commercials
Politics
Popularity
Wealth
Ring tones
Lottery Tickets
Candles
Vitamins
Guns
Italian Food

Friday, April 17, 2009

2nd round - Finals Predictions

Earlier I posted my 1st round predictions. Now I will map out the rest of the post-season. It should get interesting, from here on out. Enjoy!

East 2nd Round

1. Cleveland- (66-16) Cleveland 4-2
4. Atlanta- (47-35)

Atlanta is very talented, but not very deep. The Cavs have the superior defense, with an efficient offense. I give the Hawks a puncher's chance, but they will have to play perfect. Which won't happen.

2. Boston- (62-20)
3. Orlando- (59-23) Orlando 4-3

Boston has home court, are the defending champs, and a lot of pride. Orlando will beat Boston, because Garnett won't be manning the middle. Howard must take advantage of this! The Magic win, barely.

West 2nd Round

1. Los Angeles- (65-17) Los Angeles 4-2
4. Portland- (54-28)

This rivalry, will only get hotter. Brandon Roy is an emerging superstar. Portland is young, but very feisty. Portland will give LA all they can handle. LA's depth and experience will be, too much for the Blazers.

2.Denver- (54-28) Denver 4-3
3. San Antonio- (54-28)

This was the hardest series to call. The void Ginobili leaves the Spurs, is to great to overcome. Denver is healthy and more mature. Melo will have his way with the aging wing defenders of the Spurs. Denver has home court and younger legs. Plus, how will Duncan's knees hold up, from playing one playoff series, already?

Eastern Conference Finals

1. Cleveland (66-16) Cleveland 4-2
3. Orlando (59-23)

Orlando will be beat from a grueling series with Boston. Cleveland matches up well with Orlando. Orlando relies heavily on 3-pointers and jump shots. You win championships with defense. Orlando will shoot their way out of the series.

Western Conference Finals

1. Los Angeles (65-17) Los Angeles 4-1
2. Denver (54-28)

This platform will be new for Denver( outside of Billups). LA will love this match. Denver's defense has improved. But Denver's commitment is not to defense. The Lakers will force Denver to chuck up shots. The Lakers have a better defense and a balanced attack on offense.


NBA Finals

1. Cleveland (66-16)
1. Los Angeles (65-17) Los Angeles 4-2

The matchup David Stern is dreaming about. Kobe vs LeBron for the whole thing! Kobe is, not hungry, he is starving for his fourth ring. LeBron wants one as well. But does his hunger equal Kobe's desire? This game will come down to matchups. Bynum, Gasol, and Odom all present problems for the Cavs. The Lakers will be able to contain Mo Williams. With contributions, from Fisher, Shannon Brown and at times Kobe. Also the Lakers have a lot of players they can throw at LeBron. The Lakers have too much firepower for the Cavs. The Cavs will hang tuff. But LA will win at the Q. Which will put them on top.

Los Angeles 2008-2009 NBA CHAMPIONS!!!!